So many have responded to the call for support it is very moving. The Heart is SO generous ... and thanks to those who have offered some much needed financial assistance, we are viable for now and the expression can continue, through this blog and our newsletters. It is truly a privilege to "be lived" in service to Truth, and it is clear here that The Self is transforming ItSelf ... through each and every one of you all.
Some have asked about the health situation, so here is the latest: It is always an interesting life ... the "waking-dream!"
Had several bad days since the accident and hospital stay; mainly just tired plus bad gas, some diarrhea and a day of intense stomach pain and vomiting on Saturday 3/19; almost went to ER but Totality 'toughed it out' and by Sunday noon it was much better.
3/21 was VERY strange! Got super dizzy and faint, could not walk more that 3-4 steps before nearly falling!! Dropped hard to knees once (ouch!) Used a director’s chair like a walker to get around. Better by about noon Sunday. And got me a cool cane!
But there are (finally) answers.
Had a Gallbladder Ultrasound test and it seems the issue actually is Gall Bladder Disease, which hid itself until it got bad enough to be discoverable. (15 months worth! Ug.) I will be in for Gall Bladder surgery to remove the offender next Tuesday April 5th. (UG, MORE Bills!! LOL) That it is fixable is some good news, to finally discover what the culprit is after many months of dream-illness. Maybe there will be light at the end of that tunnel which is not the train! At least for this so-called Now :-))
Anyways ALL is ALWAYS just fine in and for The Unborn which We Are. And my Unborn Cane helps too! :-) More later, after surgery and recovery... And again Great Thanks to all for your support. This blog is for you, with Love and Gratitude. Freedom is your Real Nature. Remembering that is a great step forward (so to speak) on the volitionless pathless path to the Home you never really left!
As my dear friend and Sage Ramesh Balsekar pointed out over and over: " Any reality that can be conceived by an individual entity is based on a belief of personal absoluteness in temporality which is a complete misapprehension in itself. The individual human just cannot accept the fact that his individuality and, more importantly, his individual volition or free-will is nothing more than an illusion."
Yep. That is a FACT. Everything else is speculation, or dreamlike supposition and makes for much craziness for the hapless seeker ... until there is a "sinking in" of the Message of Freedom, Love and True Joy.
May you see NOW that the sages are spot on in telling us all, "Indeed, You Are That!"
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