Let's start with a basic premise: There IS existence, existing. Arguments against that Absolute (i.e. NON-Relative!) could never be mounted by any sane, rational mind. ONLY a mind devoid of the natural wisdom of what is OBVIOUS could ever propose such a bizarre metaphysical premise as "existence does not exist". So in the most direct and practical (PRACTICAL, NOT "mystical") sense, NO human can assert with the remotest chance of being in a position to prove his or her statement, "I AM NOT".
Try it! Say out loud: Personally now! ... "I am Not". OR, "I do not exist". Or in a broader sense, an impersonal mystical claim, "There is no existence".
It gets very simple when you get with yourself head-on, deer in the headlights, with that Absoluteness of the clear and present FACT that "Existence IS, and I AM."
So from what source is any confusion, contradiction, or irrational and illogical speculation? From an insane mind. Period. Look: The mind is NOT the issue when it comes down to the attainment of true Self Knowledge. It is the issue of, rather, AN IRRATIONAL mind! A mind which has abdicated it's rightful place as a servant whose function is to THINK for Itself, rather than accept willy-nilly all the secondhand ideas of those who long ago gave up the right to be called human beings and allowed themselves to become machines acting on stimuli installed by idiots who know nothing of what the job of the mind is as the servant of the Master ... YOU, as the formless yet very real intellect. The PURE Absolute Subject I, which is the source and cause of the mind's ability to think and reason, OR the source and cause of denying that very sacred right (at a cost which is all too obvious to the suffering individual who truly knows not what he has given up and for what alternative.)
So when you hear it, or read it, said, “You Are That”, or “You Are Unborn”, we do NOT mean “you do not exist."
We mean you DO exist … ABSOLUTELY. That means ... Forever.
To paraphrase Aristotle: YOU are the Immovable Mover.
Both Movement and No-movement are YOU.
Contradiction? Check the premises.
Unmoved? Premise: Existence IS.
Mover? Premise” I AM.
Those "teacher types" who attack the mind as the enemy will find no agreement here! Rather, an invitation to go deeply into that pure Innate Humanity which you are to resolve the issues for yourself. Because suffering is NOT necessary, regardless of circumstances. This I know, as a FACT, NOT speculation.
Think for yourself. Meanwhile, if guidance is wanted, feel free to ask. Information regarding that is at:
http://beingisknowing.blogspot.com/2009/09/consultations.html
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BTW: Let's be straight, NO BS: There is no "truth" here. There is NO "Advaita Truth". The expression on theeternalstate.org consists of various ways of pointing; poetic non-descriptions of What Always IS. Please believe NOTHING here. If there is "Grace" looking beyond the concepts, and seeing clearly, may well happen. May that be so for all who find this space. Love, Charlie
30 July 2010
28 July 2010
Are "we" the Source of What Is?
Q: I was listening to one of your Podcasts, cant remember which, and this question arose. Isn’t repetition a sort of reconditioning, of the conditioning? Love, J.
C: It's really about letting the deconstruction of the false identity happen, so to speak. But as always we must add, IF YOU CAN! If you look straight on at What IS, what is happening right here and now, you MAY be drawn by Source to question, "Am I as this mind-body entity the real The Source of that "letting" or NOT letting go?" I assume and have since around the age of two and a half ASSUMED that I am. But IS THAT TRUE? Or is there a SUGGESTION implanted by Source in the brain, akin to a hypnotic suggestion that "I am a dog therefore I bark!?" In the human hypnosis it is often "I think therefore I am". But is that TRUE?
The pointer is that perhaps the hypnosis is a divine one planted by Source for no good reason whatsoever, and the product of that hypnosis is "I am the one who must mange, direct and make my life work to get what I want and avoid what I do not want". A good look at that assumption CAN show it for what it is ... a hypnotic assumption That I AM the cause and source of what IS. Despite the overwhelming evidence to the contrary as so much of the time we do NOT get what we intend, despite our heartfelt commitment and our rigorous action toward the intention! To IGNORE that contrary evidence IS the effect of that hypnosis.
C: It's really about letting the deconstruction of the false identity happen, so to speak. But as always we must add, IF YOU CAN! If you look straight on at What IS, what is happening right here and now, you MAY be drawn by Source to question, "Am I as this mind-body entity the real The Source of that "letting" or NOT letting go?" I assume and have since around the age of two and a half ASSUMED that I am. But IS THAT TRUE? Or is there a SUGGESTION implanted by Source in the brain, akin to a hypnotic suggestion that "I am a dog therefore I bark!?" In the human hypnosis it is often "I think therefore I am". But is that TRUE?
The pointer is that perhaps the hypnosis is a divine one planted by Source for no good reason whatsoever, and the product of that hypnosis is "I am the one who must mange, direct and make my life work to get what I want and avoid what I do not want". A good look at that assumption CAN show it for what it is ... a hypnotic assumption That I AM the cause and source of what IS. Despite the overwhelming evidence to the contrary as so much of the time we do NOT get what we intend, despite our heartfelt commitment and our rigorous action toward the intention! To IGNORE that contrary evidence IS the effect of that hypnosis.
Just maybe (and perhaps worthy of the deeper than ever looking) the SOURCE of What IS, IS NOT "US!" Repetition may be needed; the identity is a habit sometimes not quickly seen to be just habitual patterns or intrinsically meaningless thoughts. Language! Whereas, what you REALLY ARE is prior to consciousness, prior to language, prior to either being or non-being! And THAT is fully present and awake right "here" and right "now." It's always ON..
The startling thing is when "it" ... the linguistic "entity" ... with its assumed "conditioning" ... is deconstructed it gets clear as day there never was anything there. No entity, no conditioning! It was only a linguistic trick, an assumption which is revealed as false when sufficiently investigated. Of course whether that investigation actually happens, AND whether the fruits of that are more peace OR even more FRUSTRATION, are NOT in anyone's CONTROL!
WHAT "removes" the hypnosis? Whatever PUT it there! So: If it happens, we can call that Grace. In that natural Seeing this false sense of being the controller of life and living COULD be said to dissolve, if there is Grace ... but that's like saying that the water in a mirage dissolved. It was never there to begin with.
It’s a good question. Thanks! Love ya back.
The startling thing is when "it" ... the linguistic "entity" ... with its assumed "conditioning" ... is deconstructed it gets clear as day there never was anything there. No entity, no conditioning! It was only a linguistic trick, an assumption which is revealed as false when sufficiently investigated. Of course whether that investigation actually happens, AND whether the fruits of that are more peace OR even more FRUSTRATION, are NOT in anyone's CONTROL!
WHAT "removes" the hypnosis? Whatever PUT it there! So: If it happens, we can call that Grace. In that natural Seeing this false sense of being the controller of life and living COULD be said to dissolve, if there is Grace ... but that's like saying that the water in a mirage dissolved. It was never there to begin with.
It’s a good question. Thanks! Love ya back.
26 July 2010
24 July 2010
I Converses with I
Questioner: Hi Charlie ... Your “Nothing Works” article muddled my mind and your “Everything Works” article just about fried my mind ! I got the joke …… I’ve just finished a meditation session , what’s good on the TV to watch now ? ! !
Anyway getting back to more “ serious” matters ( only kidding ! ), could you please tell me what the difference is ( if any ) between “self-inquiry” and “investigation into the self centered idea of a me “ ?
And also I’m not quite sure of the difference ( if any ) between “awareness” and “ consciousness “ – a lot of non-duality ‘teachers’ use these terms about a lot and assume you know what they are talking about . I ( actually my mind ) would like a bit of clarity on the definitions please
Charlie: I don't know what's on TV but Fried Mind is always a good supper dish!
The difference between "self inquiry" and "the investigation"?
1. Semantics. 2 None. ;-)
Consciousness, the Absolute, Awareness, Advaita, God, Spirit, Dog! .... these are all just WORDS. Remember the Tao? The Tao (SOURCE) that can be named is NOT the Eternal Tao.
Words only point. That gets repeated ad infinitum ... just so long as the mind tries to get some "right words" for the Wordless. Source is Immovable and invisible, yet Present as I. I does not exist ... i.e. I is NOT a THING ... and yet That I moves it all and IS it All. All by it's Lonesome!
Anyway getting back to more “ serious” matters ( only kidding ! ), could you please tell me what the difference is ( if any ) between “self-inquiry” and “investigation into the self centered idea of a me “ ?
And also I’m not quite sure of the difference ( if any ) between “awareness” and “ consciousness “ – a lot of non-duality ‘teachers’ use these terms about a lot and assume you know what they are talking about . I ( actually my mind ) would like a bit of clarity on the definitions please
Charlie: I don't know what's on TV but Fried Mind is always a good supper dish!
The difference between "self inquiry" and "the investigation"?
1. Semantics. 2 None. ;-)
Consciousness, the Absolute, Awareness, Advaita, God, Spirit, Dog! .... these are all just WORDS. Remember the Tao? The Tao (SOURCE) that can be named is NOT the Eternal Tao.
Words only point. That gets repeated ad infinitum ... just so long as the mind tries to get some "right words" for the Wordless. Source is Immovable and invisible, yet Present as I. I does not exist ... i.e. I is NOT a THING ... and yet That I moves it all and IS it All. All by it's Lonesome!
NOT Two .... another pair of useless words!
Consciousness is the Pure "I" (for want of a much shorter word!) Awareness is That which ALLOWS for the appearance of the Pure I. And remember there is NO such THING as EITHER Awareness OR Consciousness. The words point NOWHERE, at NOTHING. Which is also EVERYTHING.
That utter Paradox might serve to destroy "the false sense of me" (the mind-body machinery) assumed ... hypnotically ... to be the "doer" once and for good! Then again ... maybe not! Who's in charge of that?? Not "me"! Then... WHO? Good question... maybe!
But just NOW forget all of that and have some nice Fried Mind on Rye Toast! Meanwhile if you like to meditate or self inquire, do it. I am all for whatever "doing" provides value for you. Just keep present the question: Is "me" (pointing at the mind-body apparatus) the REAL SOURCE of the DOING?
YOU know that YOU (The I) IS. The I is CERTAIN. All else is what? Ain't it endless and futile speculation and mythology. The Authentic I is beyond words. My kingdom for a shorter damn word!
The I that can be named is NOT the Real I! Full Stop.
12 July 2010
A Challenge To The Fictional “Me”
A Challenge To
The Fictional “Me”
Stay with
facts; reject false assumptions.
What you are is
a FACT. The sense of Being, Presence, the knowingness "I AM"
is simply beyond dispute. Abide as I AM and the imaginary problems
fade out... It is said, THAT, I AM, Thou Art ("Tat Tvam Asi").
The wholeness that You Truly Are is nothing but this ever-fresh
Knowing, I AM. Full Stop! Your Real Self is Unborn Awareness ...
Awareness is never born and never dies ... Awareness is the
Changeless Reality Itself. You Are THAT.
What we point
out is that the root cause must be ELIMINATED. Seeing the mechanism
is a first step, for sure. But to challenge the mind's assertions of
belief until that cause is DISMANTLED is what is said to be the
"means"... “Give up all questions except, Who Am I?”
And, “Refuse all thoughts except, I Am.” ~ Sri Nisargadatta
Maharaj
“The thought
'who am I?' will destroy all other thoughts, and like the stick used
for stirring the burning pyre, it will itself in the end get
destroyed. Then, there will arise Self-realization.” ~ Sri Ramana
Maharshi
The point is,
if any suffering remains, it has NOT been fully exposed and
dismantled! Where IS the "I" that makes THIS claim? Who
says that suffering has been exposed? This claim is made by an ego
that resists being REALLY seen and dismantled! Keep looking, dig down
and locate the real Source of the I thought; that one thought "I"
is the fixative and the fixation, the "glue" is that energy
of belief going into a false self center that on earnest and
committed investigation simply cannot be found! Root out that cause
and the effects die on the vine of True Seeing.
Start from the
one FACT you are certain of: I AM. Look for the SOURCE of this I
AM-NESS that you know is so. No one can tell you, you are not. That
sense of presence, of Existingness, is all you know by direct knowing
rather than conceptualizing. Suffering can only consist and persist
in conceptualizing self as a separate suffering thing ... "poor
me", "woe is me", etc. Get real with this. Suffering
is optional!
(Later)
Q: It couldn't
be more obvious that the 'I' thought has no root or cause. That's
been obvious for some 'time'. It's also been obvious that all there
is is this, that is, what's currently manifesting.
C: I don’t
buy that. If it’s really seen that way, there would be NO
suffering!
Q: All else
(i.e., thought) is an illusion and suggests past, preset, future,
etc. Of course all appears now. Yes, you can not say that you are not
and that is it. It is so simple and obvious.
C: So where is
the problem? And for whom is there a problem?
Q: I agree that
"if any suffering remains, it has NOT been fully exposed and
dismantled!"
C: Please:
DON’T AGREE or DISAGREE. LOOK INTO THIS for yourself!
Q: But who is
to expose or dismantle it?
C: That “you
that still says I, I am this person, I still suffer. That "you"
that is only a passing idea, energy-sound in Awareness, yet that idea
is being taken to be real. To be "you!" Challenge that!
Don’t just buy into some “nondual platitude” like “there is
no one so who will look”? That is a ploy the ego-ideation uses to
avoid its own being outed as the fake it really is. The emperor
doesn’t want to be found out to have no clothes. YOU are Naked
Awareness. Any idea to the contrary needs to be investigated and
dismantled. The search began in the mind so the challenge to our
cherished assumption of “I am I, Me” MUST be taken on IN that
very mind. This is a paradox to the mind that wants the security of
an answer. The “Answer” there is no one will still leave you
suffering, as you are admitting when you are being honest about your
actual experience. In my experience the structure of conceptualizing
consist in A) interpretations of what is, including judgments and
evaluations of what “should be different” or “could be better”
that what simply IS, B) the fixation that “what is appearing is a
real happening and it’s all happening to ME, and C) the core
assumption that I AM the THOUGHT-BELIEF I, Me, My Self in a World Out
There which I am separate from, and D) there IS a location for ME and
there is also TIME, a past and future, which constrains ME.
Q: What can I
say??? This character continues to 'suffer' in numerous ways. I can
only think that it is the constant coming back or staying with what
already is that can end this suffering. But, is (“me”) ready for
that? I don't see how he ever could be.
C: Clearly of
you are looking at this you ARE ripe and ready. Just finish it
Q: What do you
mean by dismantled?
C: To see what
is false about “you” … to deconstruct that house of cards by
getting underneath the assumed isness of a “person” (the persona,
or mask) by deeply investigation what is real and what is unreal.
ANYTHING that comes and goes is UNREAL. Is that much understood?
Q: Do you mean
resting as you're true self moment to moment, untouched by anything
in manifestation or un-manifestation?
C: NO! You are
ALREADY That ... untouched Being. To try to “rest as that” is
dualism ... it creates a false division between That and “one who
would rest as That”. This is faulty logic! Who cannot see that what
you always already ARE is empty, meaningless Being-Knowing Awareness
Itself? Get UNDER the assumption “I am Me”!
Q: Of course,
that's always the case. Again, what can be said? 'Some' appear to
have dismantled … Others appear to be chasing their own tails.
C: Exactly
where are those “others”? Only in your mind! You assumption of
being a separate person drives a false perception/assumption “there
are others out there who are NOT “me”; some “special persons”
who have “attained some state”. That is all bullshit, a
productive of a wrong perspective. All perspectives are false: what
You Are is No-Perspective, No-Location, No-Time, just Being. No more
or less than Being Itself.
Q: Calling it a
'cosmic joke' could not be more appropriate!
C: On who? On
the false concept of a self that cannot be found!
Q: I would also
say that a process of 'dying' is occurring - I just wish that it
would hurry up! LOL. Of course, that's just another belief, albeit, a
rather attractive one.
C: No process
is needed for you to BE, as You Are … this bare presence-awareness.
Q: What would
be real is getting beyond the words of it and actually living it,
moment to moment forever and ever. The words also chase their own
tails!
C: WHO? WHO
makes these claims or wants what is not already here right now? WHO!?
Q:
Nevertheless, it's so purifying to bathe in the clarity of one's own
self (self recognizing self)...
That is just
another “spiritual belief. What needs to be “purified”? Does
your Being need purification?
No.
That is already
utterly pure, open and naked. You are just stuck in some spiritual or
psychological concepts which have NO inherent validity whatsoever.
Take it all
apart.
Get really
curious to actual understand the mechanics of your mental suffering.
Dismantling the ego-assumption may APPEAR to be a “process” in
“time” but you can see right now that it’s all a story told by
a storyteller that is no more than imagination.
See
what’s REAL and take apart what’s false… that’s the job the
mind must do to dismantle itself. Paradoxically.
Get down under
the false beliefs and assumptions; seek the SOURCE of the “I”
assumption. When you find there is nothing there your questions and
assumptions can no longer trouble you.
As Sri
Nisargadatta said, “All that can trouble you is your own
imagination”. Find out for yourself if that is TRUE. In my
experience, I KNOW that to be absolutely true.
That natural
knowing came from looking deeply into this. I encourage you to get
after it and resolve these issues for your self…and I mean Right
Now.
From “You
Are Unborn” p. 79-83
07 July 2010
NEW Podcast for 7/6 ... What Is The SOURCE of Life and Living?
This
one runs a little under
one hour and is the essence of what we talk about here when people come or call.
Right Click on the Link below and choose Save to download to your
computer. Or Click to play on line: We talk on TWO questions herein: What Is The Eternal State? And, What Is The SOURCE of Life and Living?
Link: WhatIsSource?
Question 1. A little poke now: What Is Enlightenment?
Question 2. How does one GET it?
When there is the Final Answer to the first question ... the second question will make you smile!
06 July 2010
Missing The Point ......
Dear Ones,
You who are trying to learn
The Miracle of Love
Through the use of reason,
I am terribly afraid
You will never see the point.
02 July 2010
From "You Are Unborn: What Is, IS … Or Is It?
Q: Sometimes I realize
I exist (not the conceptual I) and in those moments things are sweet and nice
and what is, is! It’s like waking up to a beautiful dawn (of course there is no
one to wake up). However, suddenly there is suffering and I am back to the
little I being ME. I am back to seeking, etc.
C: But where IS this
I”? In deep sleep “you” are not there, yet the life of that organism lives
without your being there at all. The exact same is happening in the waking and
dreaming states, with the trivial exception of a thought coming and going,
which out of insecurity or fear we attach to and identify with. That “I”
thought DOES represent something. What does that “I” point to? Undeniably, YOU
ARE and prior to any thought, that Existingness IS. It's the most obvious
clarity. Overlooking that in favor of a thought story of a fictional "I"
is the cause of all suffering.
Q: I have been baffled
as to how you do self inquiry. I know you can ask, 'who am I' but I still am
unsure if it’s an intellectual question or if it’s something to drop into
presence during still moments. After reading the chapter on, 'how do I do self
inquiry' in your book 'Paradise Found'. I asked myself, 'who’s asking' and then
tried going deeper but I come down to being just IT or the BRAIN. This is where
I get stuck. There is the sense that I am the brain and operating consciously
from that and observing its thinking. Any ideas?
C: Read your own
message again. Watch your own mind go I-I-I-I-I-I! Listen to your story of an “imaginary
bound-up identity” and look right now: Is it real? Or is it a THOUGHT? Can a
thought do anything? That “I” cannot really do self inquiry! How could a
thought find it is not real? It’s tail chasing. Where is an "it" or a
"brain" without words, concepts? All of which just come and go in
Infinite Awareness, which you cannot "know" because you ARE That...
Settle in with the
pointers rather than try to “do” your way out. There is ultimately NO way out
for a "you" that is unreal to start with! That said, if some inquiry
or whatever comes up by itself, fine. This is not about rejecting practice, nor
about the “I” understanding its true nature. The “I” doesn’t HAVE a “true
nature”!
Again WHERE is this
separate entity with the label “I” that “gets stuck”?
There is no one in
there so who would “do” some “practice"? Look at this: When you assume
that what you are is a limited finite person, which you represent in language
as “I”, or “me”, you reinforce that assumed identity by taking up this or that
practice to perfect this finite persona. But if that practice assumes you are a
separate identity how could that practice allow you to transcend that false
persona? That is like turning the dirty cop in the precinct out to catch the
dirty cop in the precinct. And yet it appears to happen. That’s the paradox of
this, which the mind cannot ever grasp because the “mind" is only a thought!
Can a thought grasp thought?
Q: Also, I have been
thinking of meeting you. I know you live far away (I am in MD) and was
wondering if it is possible to meet you in person some day?
C: You are welcome to
come any time. However there may be no particular advantage in a face to face
... I found on meeting John Wheeler that his writings were actually more potent
in a way owing to the absence of perceptive distractions! Same for our phone
talks wherein he set it all straight in relatively short order, ending a three
decades long search that until meeting John, had produced only more suffering
and endless frustration! But I am still always happy to hang out with John!.
Shall we keep this
real simple? You say "I exist" but in actual FACT, can you find, in
REAL and actual nonconceptual experience, any such existing entity? This is a
deeper look into this. Where is any I that exists - ACTUALLY? In simply terms,
"you" do NOT exist.
Yet existence appears
as all of this - space and apparent content of space - in the timeless Dream Of
Oneness.
The final question
sometimes appears as "who is asking 'who am I'?" But that question
has NO answer. That blankness you describe IS the actuality of infinite being,
infinite space, and infinite love.
Who or what is
claiming a flip flop, me-and-BE? These are but energy arising as thoughts in
Silence and these are never apart from The Silence, are they? This Silence is
the Heart, the Substrate, of Consciousness, arising as that life force that
makes the body live. Your problem is that you persist in identifying Consciousness
as that body-brain-mind machine with it's, thoughts, feelings, experiences,
senses, and perceptions. Of course again we come to a paradox: You don't do
that! If you were doing it you would assuredly STOP doing it as it brings
suffering!
So WHO or WHAT IS
doing all this? That is the unanswerable question. Ask YOUR SELF, "What is
That which I don't know that I don't know"?
Ponder this from Sri
Nisargadatta Maharaj: "What makes you consider yourself a person [with its
flip flops etc.]? Your identification with the body. Will this individual
personality last? It will remain only so long as long as the identification
with the body remains. But once there is a firm conviction that you are not the
body, then that individuality is lost. It is the simplest thing, as soon as you
have this conviction that you are not the body, then automatically,
instantaneously, it is realized that You (the Real One) have always been the
manifest totality.”
That manifest totality
IS your Original nature, already complete and Presencing as the space-like
Awareness IN which all that is manifest appears. The point being that Space and
Its Content are of Single Essence - Aliveness arising from Nowhere and
translated by language as I am, I exist.
Ponder this: You do
not exist, and yet, YOU ARE. Nothing/Everything, Wisdom/Love. And your Original
Nature is that which is Prior to language. The closest language can come to
That is, Being - What I don't know that I don't know. And what You ARE is the
Know-ING of THAT.
One without a second,
Not Two; pointers to what IS.
That is YOU in
Essence.
Form Is Emptiness,
Emptiness is Form… like The Man said!
01 July 2010
\What is Enlightenment and how does one get it?
This was the topic of the Talks schedule for July in Oklahoma which
were canceled due to illness. This MP3 is a distillation of the Talks (from my prep notes) and contains their Essence. Right Click and Save or Click to Play On Line:
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