Q: This might sound crazy but somewhere I know that I am missing Life itself by not allowing this knowledge to be fully present and totally lived .. this is the main suffering .. how can one stop pushing Life away when seen that this is what is happening?
C: All those words, all your questions, are intrinsically meaningless thoughts. Notice the unchanging I AM that they appear in. All that is temporal (temporary!). What never changes is what you are. That is Love, accepting all that appears on its own Face, the presence of awareness that IS right here right now. Just see what is fully alive, present ... Read Moreand knowing right now, right here, before 'time', 'Sarita', or 'charlie' concepts appear. You are That which cannot be touched by any word or object. That is what we call being-knowing-love. Remember NO word is the actual! The word love is not Love. Love is WORDLESS yet lovingly allows any and all words, objects, appearances ... without judgment, unaffected ... as the Gita pointed out, That cannot be blown by wind, wetted by rain, burnt by fire. To know yourself as that requires the courage to give up all identification... all identities are false...reality is identity-less ... give up all ideas such as I am this body with this name".
Know this for yourself, here and now: "Before God is, I AM."
Ask this also, who precisely IS this "I" that is "missing life itself by not allowing... etc" ... where is that separate I and is it actually a real thing apart? All the while you are claiming to be missing life, life is happening! Who cannot see this? There is nothing in the way of Life. If you believe you can alter anything in this dream. of being in life itself then stop the next hurricane from hitting
Q: To keep on pondering the jewels you gave here is what I feel is right as to respect their deep value .. by now in investigation, no one is found as ever present I and at the same time I AM HERE .. Who and where? No answer actually fulfill the question .. so the only thing that remain is the sense of being and the looking ... Meet u in
Q: You say, “no one is found as ever present I and at the same time I AM HERE …" that is the key insight! What is that I which is here now? The I Consciousness (A'Ham) ... endless beginningless Being. THAT I AM is true reality and love. Notice that THIS I AM is NOT a concept, NOT an idea, NOT even an experience! This I AM is the
Another way to point ... the True I IS Ever-Present, Always ON ... in the same way that even when it appears to be dark outside we KNOW that the sun is ever-present, shining despite the appearance that it is not because the earth blocks the physical eye's view of it ... the knowing is naturally, the earth revolves around the sun and it is never not... Read More shining. In this way see that the Light of Being, Awareness-Light, IS always shining and cannot be extinguished despite the appearance of thoughts, ideas and false beliefs that like the earth seems to keep the sun from view seem to keep the Light of the Eternal I from view. YOU are that Pure I that is seen here now, that is the Self of All. Know this now, don't refuse to be That, don't pretend ever again you are not That. That, I AM. There is but ONE I-I BEING the knowing I AM. This is the truth (satyam).
